You make it what it is

As far as iam concerned,you are the maker of your own destiny,You can lead follow or get out of the way,As they say,But  one thing you should never do is feel sorry for yourself,And your predicament.Accept responibility where it is appropriate to do so and move on with your life.Whether in the street or in prison,You make it what it is,And whether your in for a year or 20 years there is always light at the end of the tunnel. There is truly a siliver lining behind that black cloud that is presently overwhelming you .Its all about your attitude.But rest assured,the experience will only exacerbate  my drive for the future.There is a subtext of humility,fallibility,loss and perseverance in this scenario that we can all learn a lesson.Life is to short ENJOY every minute,So many people take life and people for granted!!!!


Martin.....

For such an advanced and brilliantly innovative country, it is an amazingly clumsy, unjust, and corrupt desecration of the nation's ideals and squandering of its human resources.
The country's incarceration policy has the benefit to the government of removing almost a million unemployed African American and at least half a million ethnically diverse correctional officers from unemployment statistics.
Treating white collar crime like violent crime appeases the left and slightly balances the racial numbers in the prison system. The percentage of African Americans in the prison system is more than 4 times that in the entire population and there are 4 times more African Americans in prison than in higher education.  More than 5 million African Americans have been disenfranchised because of their legal records and we are now getting back to the level of black disenfranchisement. The per-capita number of blacks to whites in prison is nine times greater, nearly half of American Black males between twenty and twenty-mine are under some form of criminal justice supervision.
In practice, where it is decided whether indicted offenders will be streamed through federal or state courts to prison.  The African Americans are almost invariably fed in overwhelming numbers to the harsher federal system.  no one audible seems to take it amiss.
It is indicative of official American arrogance at its most inflated and obtuse that instead of suppressing drug appetites among it dilettantish bourgeois youth and degraded underclass, or using its immense military strength to secure its borders without strangling legitimate commerce and tourism.
The drug war has been a perfect illustration of the strength of supply-side economics, as the price has come generally down through greater supply, improved product quality, and rising demand, despite the imprisonment of more than one million small fry which are easily replaced by the drug trade kingpins. The War on Drugs has cost $1 trillion, and within America, has almost nothing to do with violence.  Drugs are involved in 1/3 of property crimes but only 5% of violent crimes.
People growing 1000 marijuana plants get mandatory 10 years, alternative policy options will have to be considered.C.Black

the shu

The SHU here in coleman medium holds about 150people,coleman is the largest prison in the U.S at any given time,there is 7.500 to 8.500 inmates here,It is a city within a city,They have a camp for women,and NO I CAN NOT SEE THEM OR HAVE ANY CONTACT WITH THEM,They have a low for men,a medium where iam at and penitentiary 1 and a penitentiary 2,in each prison has a SHU.
As i said before Coleman is a nice place to do time,But they are very petty here,they can and will put you in the SHU for having banana's in your locker or for having any vegrtables,The warden,put an inmate in the SHU for having 3 banans that he had in his locker,Imagine going to solitary confinement for an undertermined amount of time for 3 banana's or for a1/4 of a head of lettuce,THATS CRAZY,They can also put you in the SHU for 6 months for investgation for whatever reason,If they even think your doing something wrong!!

THE CRUELEST PUNISHMENT

Excerpts from an Article in: The Week Magazine, in the "Last Word" section was the following article:
THE CRUELEST PUNISHMENT
Solitary confinement in Iran nearly broke my spirit, says Shane Bauer; America's prisons are even worse!
By: Shane Bauer, Sarah Shourd and Josh Fattal
Once inside a SHU, work, drug treatment programs, or religious services are not permitted. SHU prisoners are not allowed phone calls (except in approved emergencies) or contact visits. Clocks, photo albums, food condiments containing sugar, playing cards, and chessboards are all banned. they are let out to the dog run, where they exercise for an hour a day, alone. They don't leave the cell to eat. If they ever leave the pod, they have to strip naked, pass their hands through a food slot to be handcuffed, then wait for the door to open and be bellycuffed...
The decision to put a man in solitary indefinitely is made at internal hearings that last, prisoners say, about 20 minutes. They are closed-door affairs. An inmate facing the worst punishment our penal system has to offer short of death can't even have a lawyer in the room. He can't gather or present evidence in his defense. He can't call witnesses. Much of the evidence--anything provided by informants--is confidential and thus impossible to refute....
How does someone get out of the SHU, then? Officially, there are two ways. One is to be declared an "inactive" gang member or associate, which doesn't happen  very often. The other way out is to debrief--to divulge everything an inmate knows about a gang, which a prisoner can do at any time. An average of 108 do it every year, even though among prisoners snitching can carry the death penalty.
More to follow......

THEORETICALY SPEAKING

It is increasingly being acknowledge in prison based penal systems that prison is neither just nor effective as a deterent or a punishment, The high levels of suicide in prison in modern countries are a mute testimony to the fact that death itself is often seen as preferable to the psychological tortues which prison inflict,It would apper however that liberal sensibilities are more comfortable with a form of punishment which leaves no physical marks, and draws no unsightly blood, forgetting that to torture the soul by locking a man up in the company of criminals does far more lasting damage.Neither is incarceration just for there are certain types of man who thrive in prison,and others who suffer immeasureably.The former is likely to learn the crimmal arts while behind bars,while the latter will be permanently trumatised.As for a deterrent value while prison is widely regarded as unpleasant, for certain individuals to have a criminal record is seen as a mark of manhood.And while physical punishment is comprehensible beforehand, the miseries of prison life are known only to those who have exerienced them.These inadequacies in the penal system are one reason why secular countries are experiencing  a rapidly increasing incidence of crime!

Solitary confinement

Mass incarceration defines us as a society.The UNITED STATES has less than 5 percent of the worlds population but imprisons a quater of the worlds inmates.Most of those 2.4 million are black or spanish,One out of every four men are in prison on probation or parole or bound in some other way to the criminal justice system.
Within the institutional culture of the modern prison system, solitary confinement is not considered a radically damaging means of detentionh,Once reserved primarily for violent or disruptive inmates,it has become a magagerial tactic,without standard limits on duration.There are currently more than 80,000 inmates in long term solitary confinement in the U.S Far more than any country in the world.And even more in short term solitary confinement.Prison's do nothing to reform you,to be of any subsequent service to the community. POST  ROLLING STONE MAGAZINE
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