survival

I felt a tightening in my chest,I knew i have already used up whatever karmic goodwill i had coming to me in these last couple of years,Staying in Montanita was simply tempting FATE.
However urgent a thing is,there comes a point where there are no more places to go.The urgency burns out,and you sit there like you have got all the time in the world,while the world rages on around you.
I should of walked away without sentimentality,from a situation that i knew was unmanagable.That was a basic rule for survival!!!!!!